按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页，按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页，按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部！
————未阅读完？加入书签已便下次继续阅读！
me drunk？ I made you drunk； said the major。 I made you drunk because I love you and because America is in the war。 Up to the hilt； I said。 You go away in the morning； baby； Rinaldi said。 To Rome； I said。 No； to Milan。 To Milan； said the major； to the Crystal Palace； to the Cova； to Campari's； to Biffi's； to the galleria。 You lucky boy。 To the Gran Italia； I said； where I will borrow money from George。 To the Scala； said Rinaldi。 You will go to the Scala。 Every night； I said。 You won't be able to afford it every night； said the major。
The tickets are very expensive。 I will draw a sight draft on my grandfather； I said。 A what？ A sight draft。 He has to pay or I go to jail。 Mr。 Cunningham at the bank does it。 I live by sight drafts。 Can a grandfather jail a patriotic grandson who is dying that Italy may live？ Live the American Garibaldi； said Rinaldi。 Viva the sight drafts； I said。 We must be quiet； said the major。 Already we have been asked many times to be quiet。 Do you go to…morrow really； Federico？ He goes to the American hospital I tell you； Rinaldi said。 To the beautiful nurses。 Not the nurses with beards of the field hospital。 Yes； yes； said the major； I know he goes to the American hospital。 I don't mind their beards； I said。 If any man wants to raise a beard let him。 Why don't you raise a beard； Signor Maggiore？ It could not go in a gas mask。 Yes it could。 Anything can go in a gas mask。 I've vomited into a gas mask。 Don't be so loud； baby； Rinaldi said。 We all know you have been at the front Oh； you fine baby； what will I do while you are gone？ We must go； said the major。 This bees sentimental。 Listen； I have a surprise for you。 Your English。 You know？ The English you go to see every night at their hospital？ She is going to Milan too。 She goes with another to be at the American hospital。 They had not got nurses yet from America。 I talked to…day with the head of their riparto。 They have too many Women here at the front。 They send some back。 How do you like that； baby？ All right。 Yes？ You go to live in a big city and have your English there to cuddle you。 Why don't I get wounded？ Maybe you will； I said。 We must go； said the major。 We drink and make noise and disturb Federico。 Don't go。 Yes； we must go。 Good…by。 Good luck。 Many things。 Ciaou。 Ciaou。 Ciaou。 e back quickly； baby。 Rinaldi kissed me。 You smell of lysol。 Good…by； baby。 Good…by。 Many things。 The major patted my shoulder。 They tiptoed out。 I found I was quite drunk but went to sleep。
The next day in the morning we left for Milan and arrived forty…eight hours later。 It was a bad trip。 We were sidetracked for a long time this side of Mestre and children came and peeked in。 I got a little boy to go for a bottle of cognac but he came back and said he could only get grappa。 I told him to get it and when it came I gave him the change and the man beside me and I got drunk and slept until past Vicenza where I woke up and was very sick on the floor。 It did not matter because the man on that side had been very sick on the floor several times before。 Afterward I thought I could not stand the thirst and in the yards outside of Verona I called to a soldier who was walking up and down beside the train and he got me a drink of water。 I woke Georgetti； the other boy who was drunk； and offered him some water。 He said to pour it on his shoulder and went back to sleep。 The soldier would not take the penny I offered him and brought me a pulpy orange。 I sucked on that and spit out the pith and watched the soldier pass up and down past a freight…car outside and after a while the train gave a jerk and started。
BOOK TWO
13
We got into Milan early in the morning and they unloaded us in the freight yard。 An ambulance took me to the American hospital。 Riding in the ambulance on a stretcher I could not tell what part of town we were passing through but when they unloaded the stretcher I saw a market…place and an open wine shop with a girl sweeping out。 They were watering the street and it smelled of the early morning。 They put the stretcher down and went in。 The porter came out with them。 He had gray mustaches； wore a doorman's cap and was in his shirt sleeves。 The stretcher would not go into the elevator and they discussed whether it was better to lift me off the stretcher and go up in the elevator or carry the stretcher up the stairs。 I listened to them discussing it。 They decided on the elevator。 They lifted me from the stretcher。 〃Go easy；〃 I said。 〃Take it softly。〃
In the elevator we were crowded and as my legs bent the pain was very bad。 〃Straighten out the legs；〃 I said。
〃We can't； Signor Tenente。 There isn't room。〃 The man who said this had his arm around me and my arm was around his neck。 His breath came in my face metallic with garlic and red wine。
〃Be gentle；〃 the other man said。
〃Son of a bitch who isn't gentle！〃
〃Be gentle I say；〃 the man with my feet repeated。
I saw the doors of the elevator closed； and the grill shut and the fourth…floor button pushed by the porter。 The porter looked worried。 The elevator rose slowly。
〃Heavy？〃 I asked the man with the garlic。
〃Nothing；〃 he said。 His face was sweating and he grunted。 The elevator rose steadily and stopped。 The man holding the feet opened the door and stepped out。 We were on a balcony。 There were several doors with brass knobs。 The man carrying the feet pushed a button that rang a bell。 We heard it inside the doors。 No one came。 Then the porter came up the stairs。
〃Where are they？〃 the stretcher…bearers asked。
〃I don't know；〃 said the porter。 〃They sleep down stairs。〃
〃Get somebody。〃
The porter rang the bell； then knocked on the door； then he opened the door and went in。 When he came back there was an elderly woman wearing glasses with him。 Her hair was loose and half…falling and she wore a nurse's dress。
〃I can't understand；〃 she said。 〃I can't understand Italian。〃
〃I can speak English；〃 I said。 〃They want to put me somewhere。〃
〃None of the rooms are ready。 There isn't any patient expected。〃 She tucked at her hair and looked at me near…sightedly。
〃Show them any room where they can put me。〃
〃I don't know；〃 she said。 〃There's no patient expected。 I couldn't put you in just any room。〃
〃Any room will do；〃 I said。 Then to the porter in Italian； 〃Find an empty room。〃
〃They are all empty；〃 said the porter。 〃You are the first patient。〃 He held his cap in his hand and looked at the elderly nurse。
〃For Christ's sweet sake take me to some room。〃 The pain had gone on and on with the legs bent and I could feel it going in and out of the bone。 The porter went in the door； followed by the grayhaired woman； then came hurrying back。 〃Follow me；〃 he said。 They carried me down a long hallway and into a room with drawn blinds。 It smelled of new furniture。 There was a bed and a big wardrobe with a mirror。 They laid me down on the bed。
〃I can't put on sheets；〃 the woman said。 〃The sheets are locked up。〃
I did not speak to her。 〃There is money in my pocket；〃 I said to the porter。 〃In the buttoned…down pocket。〃 The porter took out the money。 The two stretcher…bearers stood beside the bed holding their caps。 〃Give them five lire apiece and five lire for yourself。 My papers are in the other pocket。 You may give them to the nurse。〃
The stretcher…bearers saluted and said thank you。 〃Good…by；〃 I said。 〃And many thanks。〃 They saluted again and went out。
〃Those papers；〃 I said to the nurse； 〃describe my case and the treatment already given。〃
The woman picked them up and looked at them through her glasses。 There were three papers and they were folded。 〃I don't know what to do；〃 she said。 〃I can't read Italian。 I can't do anything without the doctor's orders。〃 She menced to cry and put the papers in her apron pocket。 〃Are you an American？〃 she asked crying。
〃Yes。 Please put the papers on the table by the bed。〃
It was dim and cool in the room。 As I lay on the bed I could see the big mirror on the other side of the room but could not see what it reflected。 The porter stood by the bed。 He had a nice face and was very kind。
〃You can go；〃 I said to him。 〃You can go too；〃 I said to the nurse。 〃What is your name？〃
〃Mrs。 Walker。〃
〃You can go； Mrs。 Walker。 I think I will go to sleep。〃
I was alone in the room。 It was cool and did not smell like a hospital。 The mattress was firm and fortable and I lay without moving； hardly breathing； happy in feeling the pain lessen。 After a while I wanted a drink of water and found the bell on a cord by the bed and rang it but nobody came。 I went to sleep。
When I woke I looked around。 There was sunlight ing in through the shutters。 I saw the big armoire； the bare walls； and two chairs。 My legs in the dirty bandages； stuck straight out in the bed。 I was careful not to move them。 I was thirsty and I reached for the bell and pushed the button。 I heard the door open and looked and it was a nurse。 She looked young and pretty。
〃Good…morning；〃 I said。
〃Good…morning；〃 she said and came over to the bed。 〃We haven't been able to get the doctor。 He's gone to Lake o。 No one knew there was a patient ing。 What's wrong with you anyway？〃
〃I'm wounded。 In the legs and feet and my head is hurt。〃
〃What's your name？〃
〃Henry。 Frederic Henry。〃
〃I'll wash you up。